Just Keep On Smiling, & Pretend Nothing Is Wrong

...Is just what im doing.
No one has seen anything yet, that I may break down soon.
Cause no one has had a chance to look into my eyes.
I know all this regret is just going to turn into built up pain, and anger.
But whatever, it doesnt matter.

The thought that I will have to sneak around to see my friends, in my own home town..
Well thats just killing me, and this music isn't really helping.
Im just gonna walk around with no emotion for the next few days.
That damn bottle keeps calling my name.
Same with that whispering blade..

I may leave for a bit, or just not be around at times.
Disappearing sounds good right about now.
I've just pulled myself deeper into something I was trying to get out of.
But I need to protection from the things I have done.
Things I barly remember, and should never be talked about.

I guess I really am just a bad influence.
Im sorry for everything I've done to everyone that may have pulled you down.
Im sorry for everything I might just do.
Im sorry for this lie Im about too say.
But Im fine...So dont worry