These Constant Dreams,

That I keep on having,
They wake me up in the middle of the night crying or confused.
I think about them for the next few days, too a few weeks.
Why do dreams confuse the crap outta me like this.
I wish someone just knew EVERYTHING about dreams,
Like why we had that dream and what its telling us.
Cause shit, we know dream books are just fucking cracked out.

I keep on running away, or going on adventures.
I used to talk about just randomly taking off one day and just going everywhere.
Or to just go somewhere and hitch-hike to somewhere and back for a few weeks.
But it worrys me, like since Im still having those dreams, does it mean I still want too?
Is there something in me that wants to just run, start over, hide, or unhappy?
I always think about that shit over and over, maybe theres something missing?
But thinking of this just gets me worried and pissed off.

Running Away Dreams:
-Lucy always tends to be the first one too find me
-I run back to the people I try to forget about
-Im always being lead around like I have no control
-Its like I know where Im going and have been there before but I know I havent
-I start off running away with crying and bleeding
-Sometimes wish I was there since no one had control over me
-Always have green eyes in the dream and when I wake up

Adventure Dreams:
-Always with a random group of guys and maybe some chick or Lucy
-Running around towns I usually know but turn into somewhere else or the woods
-Go to restaurants and stores then steal shit
-Sleeping in abandoned places/things
-Doing dangerous life threating stuff
-Usually wake up with a few cuts