You Abused And Used Me

Now u do this to me?
How low can u be
And don't be bringn that hoe around me
How stupid could u really be

U see those lights flashn
That aint no joke
I'll start bashen ur face in
Then shit will start crashn

U coulda left me alone
But no u just had to start a mess
I didn't want it to be like this
But u cross the line
No we'll never be able to bind

Its hard to write anything good about u
U hurt me so much
I can't even start to describe

I can't eat nor sleep
No I don't heep cuz of u
Get it straight
I'm long over u
So stop bothering me

I might be sayn the same shit
Over again
But it never gets threw ur head
I don't want u

So Have You Grown?

How does it feel to have the last 6years alone and abandoned.
How you've lost all of the only thing you get once
Have you ever stopped to think,
And really take a look at what you've really done to me
How ripped apart I really am
How I'm torn down
I might as well been born like this

Most people would prove to me that they still need me
But now were both lost
You've made me like this.
Now you have to pay for this
And love doesn't even feel real now
Meals don't even taste the same now

Nothing is the same
And it never will be
I can't believe you can't see what you've done to me
Or you just hiding the pain
Do you really want to remain like this?
You seriously need to smarten up
And maybe for once show me up

I beat you at your own game every time
Guess what
I'm done with this
I'm tired of this bullshit
I wanna live my life
But how can I when u drag me down
Do I really need to push u out
Fuck it I'll just knock u out

I Aint Gonna Stop You From Leavin,

But I'll help you with your heavin'
Calm Down,
If you wanna go than go,
Im not gonna hold you back.
Im just not like that.

So just take a bat,
At it,
And see where it goes.
Make your choice,
And trust your self
And dont worry about bustin me.

Just believe in me.
I aint worth it.
Just dip, I wont flip
Someone always gets hurt with me.

Not gonna let you control me,
So stop patrolling me,
And just get over me.

How could you have lost me when you never had me?
You really want me that badly.
Now your drown'n in dis pain
And how you have nothing to gain.


My Inspiration - Eminem

Your Words Are Broken,

Just like you.
Maybe I really dont care about you.
I dont dare look at you,
Cuz I know Im hooked onto you.
Who has me weak on da ground.

My world will never be round,
Ya we're all gonna get hurt
Its life, get used to it.

You used to boust me up,
Now all you do is push me down.
Can I at least come pound some bottles back
One last time,
So this will be my past.
Now just keep pushn thous meomorys back.

I know you want me
And to be with me.
But I cant lose what we have,
All I want is de's booze.
So now let me smoke dis and let me cruz.

Dont worry next time shit goes down.
I'll make sure you wont be mad.
Cuz I'll make sure you wont have heard
From that damn little bird.
Maybe its time to shut my mouth again.
Im nothing but a disappointment.
So I'll stop running to you.
And hurtn you.


My Inspiration - Eminem

When Im Sleepin

Your always leepin threw my mind,
Which is something I cant seem to find.
Dont mind me.
Im some wat kind.

Now drop down to your knees.
And look up at these trees.
Nothing last forever,
Unlike me.

Your always broke,
So dont choke.
And play this hoax.

Or I'll put you so far into da dark
Just like wat I did to your buddy mark.
Ya you remember that park.

So dont be stupid
And end up dead in ya bed,
Just like he did.


My Inspiration - Eminem

I Wonder,

How many lies you said about me.
How much hate you put into me.
Now let see you say it to me.

Wonder how many lies you already told me.
How I just cant believe you,
Now cant even trust you.
Look how old this is gettin.

Look I know Im hooked,
On to you.
And you book that,
But wat can I do?

Why do you bother tryn to care?
Cant you see I still need some air.
I cant bair hear'n your shit,
I just really need this hit.

I need someone new
Who can understand me,
Unlike you.
Who blew me away.

If I wanted to fall,
I'd call.
Come on,
I dare you to throw this ball.

Oh wat theres something in my eye?
Oh nevermind,
Its just your fuckin lie!

I trusted you,
But then I busted you.
And you thought I lusted for you.


My Inspiration - Eminem

Gurl,

You make me wanna hurl.
Naw Im just kiddin,
Really your my diamond purl

You mean so much to me,
Just the way you touch me.
Your my whole damn world.

Slam me into a wall,
I wont call paul.
See if I care,
You know I wont dare
Hurt you.
I care to much about you.

Ya we might scrap over nothin
'N say crap at something.
But we know we'll be there after,
There for eachother
Like no one other.

Sorry when I get a lil off,
And start pullin your hair.
Its just sometimes I need a lil air.
Remember life aint a pair.

Even when its five in da morn'
You make me feel alive.
Its like your my five alive.
Ahah.
Now that makes no sence to me.

But wat does make sence?
Nothing is really at my expense,
With you girl.

Now these bitches better stop grillin at me.
Or I'll start drilln them,
With wat,
My god damn fists.
Dont test me bitch.

Flick on the switch,
And you'll see.
To not be afraid of me.
That I'll always be there.
Night n' Day.


My Inspiration - Eminem