So Have You Grown?

How does it feel to have the last 6years alone and abandoned.
How you've lost all of the only thing you get once
Have you ever stopped to think,
And really take a look at what you've really done to me
How ripped apart I really am
How I'm torn down
I might as well been born like this

Most people would prove to me that they still need me
But now were both lost
You've made me like this.
Now you have to pay for this
And love doesn't even feel real now
Meals don't even taste the same now

Nothing is the same
And it never will be
I can't believe you can't see what you've done to me
Or you just hiding the pain
Do you really want to remain like this?
You seriously need to smarten up
And maybe for once show me up

I beat you at your own game every time
Guess what
I'm done with this
I'm tired of this bullshit
I wanna live my life
But how can I when u drag me down
Do I really need to push u out
Fuck it I'll just knock u out