Why Do I,

Hate my birth name so much?
I barly answer to it anymore.
I dont like hearing it wat so ever now.
Its really weird in a way.
But watevers.

& Why do I,
Think da best thing to do is
Save up all my money.
And dip?

I know I got it all here.
I can make the best outta it.
And with my own money coming in more.
I can buy STUFF that will make me happy.
But that could turn down hill too.

Dunno why I always wanna pick up and leave.
Cuz I know if I do, Im gonna wanna be fucked up 24/7,
Cuz of da shit I will get myself into.
Why am I always lookn for a shit ass life?
Cuz its more interesting?

But then again,
I dont really remember da shit I do day by day,
That is interesting.
And I got my people here, well somewat.
Only have a few that I care about.

If I took off.
Where would be the first place I'd go?


Movie - 8mile