Cant Talk

Words refuse to come out
I'd rather break down and snap
Then tell half the shit u don't know about
Then it hit me
U still don't know me

Better that way
Cuz who knows when I'll be put away
Better to stay masked
Than having to be asked
"Who are u"
How can I answer
When I'll never know

I'll be lost in this room forever
So toss me aside
And leave me behide
I'm used to it
Must be from u always doing it

I grit my teeth when I think of u
So when I go to say something
I'll bite through my lip
Or rip at my chest
Just a way to beat the stress of breathing around u

Crown Me For All Dis Pain

I've grown into something I can't explain
All I do is drown in your words
Words that pierce deeper than a sword

I aint dumb, I'm just going numb
Wish a lil more than I should be
Everyday is gettin worse
So I curse for that sun to rise
To that other surprise in front of me

I can't stand people
Not alone sober
I can't function anymore
So stop poor'n into me
No one can see how much I really mask of me

No matter how hard u try to convince me
I can't trick myself into thinking its right
So don't be such a hick to me
It will get u no where

Not Even Sleepn

Barely eattin
Now this is just cheatn
On this thing we call life
Now keep stair'n at this abyss

You know why ur this way
But u can't pay up to stay this way
Its taking u over
But u know u'd never leave ur lover
You can't look back now
Keep on running
But it won't be long till u'll be back

Its got a hold of u
But ur to happy to let go of ur monster
U just keep on change'n

Sober now
Scratchin ur eyes out
Matchn ur scars now
Hurry get to a bar
But that's not strong enough
So we have to take another
Walk with the monster

You'll Appreciate Me More When I'm Gone,

Oh wait Im already am gone
Long gone
So far gone u can't even see me
But ur blind as can be
U see right threw me

U can't change
And either can I
We are who were meant to be
History repeats itself
You treated me like a slave
And u wondered why I didn't behave

Why should I trust u
U must be insane to think I would
u left us
Now I'm leaving u
I can't believe what u put me threw
Who would have knew

Just say one thing to me
Just lie to me
Tell me everything will be alright
Even thou u know it won't be
I guess there's gonna be a lot of things to die with

People hate on the things they don't understand
We are who we are, even if we forget
So stop being so broken and say ur truth
Stop living in fear
Cuz I'm still here

This Aint A Hunch,

Touch her again
I dare ya
I might care for ya
But I'll still kill ya

U clearly don't know how much she means to me
Not even near close to wat u think
Here lett'em post it to ya

I love her so much that it hurts
Its -22 and I'm still thinkn of u
I can't get my mind off u
Who would have known, it would have be me and u

I'm sorry I demote myself
I just don't know to except myself
Ur the only one that does

I want this forever
No bullshit there
Imma change to be a better person
Just for u

Your Looking In That Mirror

And u know it not u
That's not ur eye colour
And u don't use that evil smile
But she wants to say around for awhile.

She makes u do things u'd never do
Forever she will live with u
This is one big bill
U can't get out of
Will people notice that ur not u?

Ur lying to everyone
Faken ur life
Maken urself be something ur not
One things for sure
U know how to play the game to well
Which gives u some fame

Now ur lookn back at me
Screamn at me
And just blaming me
For everything I do
But really its not me
Have u forgotten?
Your lookin in a mirror
And its only you..

You Clearly Cant See

Of wat I've became to be
How much I hide
Its not even a game to me
Everything is the same to me
I don't even have to try and hide the real me
This aint even a test to me
But it would be best if u stayed away from me

U must ignore it or I'm just to good at it
Now that kind of worries me
How much do u really not know me?
Can't u smell it, u've done it too
Come on u can almost taste it
Or u just wasted on me

You can't tell me u can't hear that laugh that aint mine
Can't u hear how my voice changes
Don't u see my eyes
Its not a lie
They do hold another side
U really are that blind

All u can ask is "do u need help"
Its to late for that
Check the date
Ur six years to late
Maybe now u shouldn't wake up and see
How baked my mind can really be
Its a piece of cake to know
That u can't make me change no more

Ur girl is gone
And the only one to blame is
This world u put me into.
Trust it aint you.
Maybe its better to not know the real me


Ps- There songs so don't worry about me