The Person You See Now

Is the person I've became to be.
This person has been hidden in me.
Im something you hate.
 Im sorry your the fake.
But for everyones sakes.
 Look into the mirror and see the snake.

I've always known what I'd turn into in the end.
I wont watch myself burn and bend for you.

So turn around and keep walking.
 I wont be following you.
 This is my path to walk.
And its gonna be without you.
So go take a bath, and just relax.
Cause,

 Deep down I know.

 I'll always be that gurl with the mask.
 That will never change.
 For the things that have made me, me.
 I'll push away cause
 I dont want to lose someone close
 Cant even look in the mirror without somehow hating myself.
I'll always find some stupid reason.
 Cause every season seems to have a memory.

Yo These Gurlz

They're all drama 

I've had enough of this.. 

You call yourself a friend 

Yo fuck you! 

You'd try'd thrown my man in the bin. 

I never saw you as a friend

 Second I saw you I wanted to brawl you. 

 I have no trust in you 

 Or anyone thats around you 

Im not doing this again 

 Im not wasting our time again 

 I dont wanna give you hope when I see non 

 Ya, so I have no trust in you. 

 So good luck to you. 

 Cause I dont give a fuck about you. 

 You always threaten to hit me and abuse me. 

 But I always bit my lip and unfused me. 

How could you do this to me, 

 You dont even see what your doing to me 

So stop accusing me! 

 I had to let you go 

So I was able to let myself grow

 I cant lean on you anymore 

Your just not my scene anymore.

Ya We Had It All

But your the one that made it fall
All I did was think of you
Hide the bad
Gave the good
But you were never part of da hood

Whenever your back around
All my emotions just hit
Then it turns into a fit
Which makes me wanna split

In your new gurlfriends face
Haha
Who would knew it end up like dis
Oh trust you knew dis
So now you make me hiss

Your still the same
And a lil bitch
I need to get off this hitch
Before I get bit

I know you still miss me thou
You told me so
So tell ur gurlfriend your sold
To me
Cuz really you knew
The biggest mistake was leaven me

Do You Still Think About Me?

Cuz I do everyday
Even after how your hurt me

But I dont hold on to madness
We need to move forward
But can we do that together?
Or is this toward the end?

Im tired of all these mixed messages your sending me
I dont know what you want from me.
I want this to be real again
Something more than the last time.

I wonder what you really think of me.
Am I just a side gurl?
Am I a hit and run.

Everyone tells me not to go back
But you got a hold on me.

Laying Down Looking At The Ceiling,

Knowing that I have this feeling.
And it feels so good.
Keeps me outt the hood.
Its a feeling you cant even describe.
You'd have to be that person to really look inside.

Dont want this feeling to go away
Why does everything feel like its slipping away?

You dont even know what I have done for you
I've dropped everyone just to be with you
Stopped my old habits
Making every second count when Im with you

Im shaken'
Break'n
At the thought of losing you
Look at all the things I bought for you
I wont let anyone stand in my way.
You cant just hand your love away.

Needs & Wants

Need to keep moving forward.
Stop lookn back.
I need out.
Need to be free.
Need to love.
Need to live.

I can hear it in her voice.
I can hear her wanting to scream for help.
She wants out.




(Unfinished)

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Something we can relate too.
Something we want to be in
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We listen
We relate
It moves us
It can do many things to us

It can control our emotions
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Dating

Love or lust
Real or fake
Do we really know that person well enough?
Can we trust them long enough to stay with forever?
Will this be the one?



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Seeing something that is not
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