She's bleed out her pain

She's drank till she can't remember 

She's snorted holes in her brain

She's puked the stress away

She hasn't gambled, but what's the need? When she's already gambling her life away.

Suddenly She Gets Weak,

 Hides under her blankets and doesn't speak. 

Just thinks. 

And then sinks into her darkness, her deep blue. 

Hoping he will pull her out, she waits.

She knows its not right to be there, yet in a way it's comforting her. 

She knows she strong, but tends to be tired of being strong for everyone and herself. 

She knows she'll find her way. 

When I Look At You

I feel regret

Not me. You.

You have lost everything good around you

Now you try and fill the empty holes with anything bad.

You've completely lost yourself

I'm the only one that knows you

Yet I nothing about you 

How much of your life has been a lie?

How many times have you lied to me?

Funny this is.

I'm you.