Going No Where..

I watched u change
Watched u fall slowly

I hate crying for u
And u don't even know it

I'm tired of being hurt
In pain
Being strong for everyone all the time

Im scared to face day by day
The thought of u breaks me

I can't breathe
I feel un-needed
Might as well throw me to the ground
Feels like u already put me there

I have no idea wat to do with u
Make up ur mine
Want me around?
Or not
What am I to u?
A phase.

Don't be dragging this longer than it has too

Fck You, I'm Alive

Noticing…

How much better I am without you
How much you hurt me & what you put me through
How you put me down everyday
How much I hated myself & life
How much I hate you
How I now have anxiety

Why did I stay with you?

How much happier I am now without you
How you helped me find myself
How you shaped me
How alive I am now
How I enjoy my life

Because of you…

I’m haunted, but yet better.
Im learning what true love is
I like girls alot better
I found my lover
I know what really matters
I want to really live my life
I know you cant trust everyone
I know its hard to forget

Because of you, Life is so much better