Friday, January 14, 2011

Grasp Me

Hold me
Love me
You do everything right to me
I know u'd never hurt me
But I'll always still fear it
Even thou I know
That pain aint near

I couldn't live without u
Don't think I ever will be able too
My world would go fable without u
I can't bare being without u
I'd rip out every hair for u
People should never dare to interfere
For I won't care
I'll never will let it happen

I was never in shame when I'm with u
Its the greatest thing I could feel inside
Why can't people see how lucky I am
Do I really have to throw them away to show how much I love u?
I'll never let u go
You could put the biggest bet on that

I'm so torn without u
I was born to be with u
I know it when I see u
I love you
And that's a fact
I'm lost without u
I'll go no where without u
All I got is u
I love you

Monday, January 10, 2011

Just Try Me One More Time

Dare u to push me
Test me
Let's see how far I'll go
Quick think times runnin low
Oh, here we go
Tik-tock ur done

There's a reason why I don't tell u anything
No matter wat season
Things won't change with u
Quit maken me hang here
We're not gonna be
Cuz u were never there for me

You don't even know how bad ur hurtn me
You'll never understand the person I was born to be
Let me live this life that is mine
Its not ur fault with how I am
I chose to be dis way

So leave be for u get hurt
Cuz its not gonna be me dis time
I'm not gonna let anyone get in my way
U can't force me to be something u want
I'll never know wat I want if u keep pestering me

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I Cant Lie To Myself

These thoughts have to die
There just rippin at me
Its like constant drippin pain

There never enough time to tell u
Everything I've ever felt
How could I really be this blind
And not see it was always u
I've always loved u

I gotta quit this screaming in my head
I can't win a battle that's against me
There's just no way around it
And the war has just begun
How much can I handle?
I'm getting closer to the edge, dare you to push me.

No matter how I look at it
It will always stay the same
Some people really do never change
U can't convince me
That things will get better
My head doesn't work that way

I take everything the wrong way
& see how everyone is against me
But really there just trying to be friendly
The closer I let someone in, the more I'm hurting myself
Trust.. Doesn't exist
Its dead and gone
Like me