Cant Talk

Words refuse to come out
I'd rather break down and snap
Then tell half the shit u don't know about
Then it hit me
U still don't know me

Better that way
Cuz who knows when I'll be put away
Better to stay masked
Than having to be asked
"Who are u"
How can I answer
When I'll never know

I'll be lost in this room forever
So toss me aside
And leave me behide
I'm used to it
Must be from u always doing it

I grit my teeth when I think of u
So when I go to say something
I'll bite through my lip
Or rip at my chest
Just a way to beat the stress of breathing around u

Crown Me For All Dis Pain

I've grown into something I can't explain
All I do is drown in your words
Words that pierce deeper than a sword

I aint dumb, I'm just going numb
Wish a lil more than I should be
Everyday is gettin worse
So I curse for that sun to rise
To that other surprise in front of me

I can't stand people
Not alone sober
I can't function anymore
So stop poor'n into me
No one can see how much I really mask of me

No matter how hard u try to convince me
I can't trick myself into thinking its right
So don't be such a hick to me
It will get u no where

Not Even Sleepn

Barely eattin
Now this is just cheatn
On this thing we call life
Now keep stair'n at this abyss

You know why ur this way
But u can't pay up to stay this way
Its taking u over
But u know u'd never leave ur lover
You can't look back now
Keep on running
But it won't be long till u'll be back

Its got a hold of u
But ur to happy to let go of ur monster
U just keep on change'n

Sober now
Scratchin ur eyes out
Matchn ur scars now
Hurry get to a bar
But that's not strong enough
So we have to take another
Walk with the monster