The Point/Life

Whats the point?
All we do is live day by day
Hoping tomorrow will be better then it was today
We're only living to die
Then just dying to live
Wishing you could have done better
And fixing all your mistakes
And having to live with all your regrets
Wishing to forget
Whats the point?

Whats the point anymore...you have to work hard at anything you want. Nothing ever comes easy. Life is all a test.

Life is tough, but we all get by one way or another

The point is to make the best out of everything that is thrown at us, and to deal with it head on.

Know you did it for yourself and worked hard for it and desivered all of it. Just to be happy.

Cause thats just how things are. You have to so you dont die knowing you lived a shitty life, and didnt do a thing about it.

Dear Dad..

Its been months since I last spoke with you. Last time we saw each other it was May, and well just say we left it off bad. Some days I do miss you, but then I just think back to how stressed you got me. It just feels weird now to even talk to you. I feel nothing between us now. Im just so used to you being gone.

You feel like a stranger to me, but one with a past. I swear I could talk to a complete stranger better then I can with you. Sad part is, its true. I dont even know where to start or how to talk to you.

I know you miss me, but you still dont understand how badly you hurt me. Or fucked me up. Cant see why I do all the drugs and drank my life away? You cant see that your the reason I did all that? Even if you do see it, you cant take the blame. How do I explane it in a nice way? Without hurting you as much as you hurt me.

Even though you killed me in a way, your still my dad. But never think I was daddys little girl. I've been left alone for so long, Im scared cause of you. Its your fault, stop blaming others.